I Am Unwell

​Metanoia’s debut album.

  • Released: 2004
  • Genre: Indie Pop/Electro
  • Total Running Time: 58:11
  • Original Catalog: SYNC04 31811-CD ALB-15ST US
  • Digital Catalog: SYN04 31811-DD REI-35STSE US
  • ISRC: PM-SYN-04-31811

Themes: Defiance, alienation, recklessness, yearning, and addiction.

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Track #01: Daddy Issues

A girl’s father punished her by trashing her dolls when she misbehaved. As she grew up, she dated guys she treated like toys, daring her father to discard them too, hoping one day she’d find someone strong enough to finally stand up to him.

Track #02: I Am Unwell

A melancholic ballad about a shy artist who hides behind personas to cope with her inability to form lasting bonds, longing to be truly seen beneath the masks she wears. A haunting confession of isolation, identity, and the ache to be understood.

Track #03: Plastic Halo

A story of a good girl gone glam, shedding her perfect image for a taste of rebellion. Set in 2004, it’s a dance-pop confession about breaking rules, losing innocence, and loving every guilty second of it.

Track #04: Imposter Syndrome

A woman wakes each day in a life that isn’t hers, feeling like she downloads memories each time, aware she’s lost herself. A dance-pop dream of identity drift, disconnection, and the echo of who she used to be.

Track #05: Love is War

A bratty young woman who treats love like a battlefield, using charm, style, and sabotage to win over an unshakable crush. It’s a glam-pop anthem of romantic warfare, chaos, and self-aware mischief.

Track #06: Say What You Heard

She tells a different lie to everyone she knows, so when they gossip, they clash. A playful, sly anthem about control, chaos, and keeping the upper hand with a wink and a beat.

Track #07: Half of a Heart

A woman taught to suppress her emotions tries to open up, but is misunderstood and retreats inward. She finds comfort in an emotionally distant partner, but wonders: is it love, or just two numb people mistaking silence for connection?

Track #08: My Top 8

A teen girl adds all her crushes to her MySpace Top 8 just to watch them fight for her. It’s a flirty, digital showdown where the winner gets a date, and she gets all the drama. Love, pixels, and power plays in one glittery scroll.

Track #09: Endless Longing

A girl feels haunted by a version of herself who longs for someone she doesn’t know. As their desires blur, she questions what’s truly hers, caught in a loop of overlapping wants, dissociation as a metaphysical echo she can’t explain.

Track #10: Fury on the Floor

A woman turns heartbreak into power, unleashing her rage on the dance floor. Every beat is revenge, every move a reclaiming of self. It’s not just dancing, it’s transformation, fire, and freedom in motion.

Track #11: Bootlegs of You

A teen girl in the early 2000s addicted to pirating music on Napster. Each stolen song feels like love, rebellion, and escape, blurring the line between digital obsession and emotional connection.

Track #12: Stuck Inside

Tells the story of someone stuck indoors with the flu, longing to join the vibrant world outside. As they watch the sunshine from their window, they dream of healing and the day they can feel alive again.

Track #13: On Rebound

A girl who dates and dumps for the thrill, chasing the emotional high of heartbreak. Set in the MySpace era, it’s a cheeky, chaotic anthem for anyone addicted to the rush, not the romance.