He buys me daisies, holds my hand
Says he’s not like other men
But I don’t flinch, I play pretend
Counting down to when this ends

I kiss him soft, then kiss him mean
Watch his face shift from green to grief
I don’t feel love, but I feel seen
In the crash before the clean

It’s not the fall, it’s the ricochet
I’m not the cure, I’m the getaway

I’m not in it for the long haul, baby
I just love the rush before it all goes down
Tears on the screen, and voicemail maybe
But I’m already looking for another crown

Don’t call it heartbreak, call it a playground
I only date to dump to get on rebound

I fake the future with my smile
Let him linger for a while
Whisper dreams beneath the light
Then I bail like a bad prom night

I don’t want real, I want release
Not the man, just the dopamine
The emptiness is so pristine
Like a pill dipped in gasoline

It’s not the man, it’s the aftermath
The silence hits, and baby, I laugh

I’m not in it for the long haul, baby
I just love the rush before it all goes down
Tears on the screen, and voicemail maybe
But I’m already looking for another crown

Don’t call it heartbreak, call it a playground
I only date to dump to get on rebound

Don’t need a ring, don’t need a plan
I only want the wreck, not the man
Chase me, break me, beg me to stay
But I’m halfway out by the second date

“He said, ‘Was it even real?’
I said, ‘You were a trampoline
And baby, I needed to feel the fall.'”

I’m not in it for the long haul, baby
I just love the rush before it all goes down
Tears on the screen, and voicemail maybe
But I’m already looking for another crown

Don’t call it heartbreak, call it a playground
I only date to dump to get on rebound
Yeah, I’m addicted to the sound…
Of my heels walking out on rebound